Creativity and Inspiration, Removed from Oneself, Finding Balance

I’ve always been the sort of person who tries to create in a vacuum. I prefer isolation and solitude when working on creative projects and have normally shied away from the involvement of others. This is very different, of course, from many of the development projects I work on with a team, and is one of the main differences for me between personal, creative projects and for-hire consulting jobs or my regular employment. I’m beginning to question the wisdom of this, however.

Every once in awhile, a person needs some outside inspiration. Aside from some Divine Muse delivered directly from the Ether, this inspiration can come from the natural world itself, or from the creative works of others. I have, in the past, personally gathered a good deal of inspiration from films, music, paintings, and photographs. Much good can be gathered and internalized from these sorts of distilled and completed works. Even these tasks though, are often isolated events in that there is no dialogue.

Recently, at the university, we did a preview of some new functionality for a group of heavy users to solicit feedback. I’ve only read some of the comments received but a lot of them make good sense. There are small adjustments I never would have considered working alone. There are larger adjustments that will take some real work to achieve, but these too will be worth the effort. The project will succeed because of the feedback of others. Ideas even came to me regarding other, unrelated projects because of this. Lynch says that “ideas are like fish“. No kidding.

One of the best experiences I had was in 2003, working on some remix material from Martin Bowes legendary ATTRITION. Working with another’s material was eye-opening in a number of interesting ways. Having a look into someone else’s structure and process. Getting insight into methodology or arrangement that is foreign to your personal habits. Very enlightening. This sort of thing is very different from the sort of one-way inspiration that a completed film or painting can give you.

Just as the body needs constant refreshment and evacuation of poisons, so does the mind. Working in isolation can be dangerous as one’s mind becomes poisoned by it’s own thoughts. Stagnation can occur- like a pool of still water. I’m going to attempt to devise some small exercises to assist myself with this.

Experimenting with Twitter, Again

The last time I messed around with Twitter was mid-2007. I basically used it to post little status updates a-la Facebook and experimented with the (then) newly released ActionScript 3 API. About a month into it, I got tired, deleted my account, and haven’t touched it since.

Now, all of a sudden, the US media is talking about Twitter as if it was some grand, new technology. They are, in general, freaking out about it. This gave me the idea last night to begin subverting the service in some experimental way. A person is supposed to use it to provide updates and communications to their “followers”. I’m gonna use it to generate small bits of stream-of-consciousness poetry which will most likely have no direct communicable affect.

There’s a new page on this site called “Twitter Poetry” where you can access this stuff directly, if you so wish.

On a related note, I’ve got about 30 minutes of material recorded for a new An early morning letter, displaced release. I don’t write nearly as much poetry as I used to which is pretty bad since that is actually the origin of the project. I’m hoping this Twitter experiment will give a little more energy to that area.

2008 Year End Analysis

So, another year gone… I’m going to be looking back at my previous years analysis and building off of that. Again, this is more of a historical record for myself than anything else.

My daughter, Paige, is still great. I am astounded by all that she says and does and wonder if she might be some rare prodigy. I suppose all fathers do think in this way but, my goodness, she is astounding. I was hoping we would have another on the way by now- no such luck.

Work is still great. I’ve been very busy but my position is quite flexible- so it works. A lot of stabilization has occurred over the past year and we are in a really good position, internally. I’ve been involved with a number of super projects and have been given a great amount of freedom when dealing with each one. This gives a lot of opportunity for experimentation and growth while remaining within set business goals- everyone involved comes out better for it. I have no complaints here aside from the drive- but even that is better due to my hybrid vehicle HOV pass.

I have cut down on teaching by about 30%. I pretty much no longer do any lectures for the CIS program- only DMS. CIS stuff is restricted to online simply because I do not have a solid block of time to dedicate as lectures require. Online is flexible enough that I can deal with it well along with any other duties. I would like to be able to do more lectures for them, but it would have to be just right in order to work.

Fractured Vision Media continues to serve me well as both my personal business and distribution mechanism. I took the time to formalize the business structure to a greater degree this year and have been fortunate enough to be able to turn down projects that either did not suit me or smelled of trouble. Legacy partners have continued to provide me with a good working relationship as well.

Personal projects have been quite sparse over the past year. I’ve managed to sell more than a few copies of ‘A Prison of Oneself’ and have begun to see the digital distribution returns from Amazon, iTunes, and the like begin rolling in. Nothing monumental- but refreshing all the same. I have begun writing new music and hope to pull something together for a release next autumn or winter. I have done absolutely no new video work this year, which is terrible. Though I did transfer a lot of my older video work to Vimeo.

I have had a really interesting year in my relationship with Adobe. While, in the past, I have served as a beta tester for various products, this is the first year I was given access to an entire pre-release suite. Fractured Vision Media was also made an Adobe Partner, somehow, and this was the first year I attended the Adobe MAX conference. The really big news is that I was nominated and accepted as an Adobe Higher Education Leader. There are some great benefits and privileges that I receive and it seems like a really fantastic group of people Adobe is starting up through this program. It is quite an honor for myself and I’m rather proud of this recognition. I plan to contribute as much as I am able toward this new endeavor.

Looking forward to 2009, I can only hope for more along the same lines…
Continued success at work, a fully-realized home life, growing my business more, quality time with personal projects, a greater involvement with the Adobe community, and further recognition by industry leaders. Go a.D. 2009!

MAX: San Francisco is Humid

I arrived yesterday afternoon at San Francisco International. Took the BART to Powell and checked in at the Marriott. Pretty tired after the flight from Denver. SF is like Boulder on steroids crack in terms of the atmosphere and unexpectedly very hot and humid. I was going to take my longcoat but chose a small jacket instead. Even that is too much.

I ate at the Marriott steakhouse restaurant- which being a vegetarian isn’t my first choice- but the food was excellent. Had a “Salt-encrusted Baked Potato” and a salad. Great potato! Then I pretty much crashed for the evening.

For today, I’ll be attending the Adobe MAX Education Pre-Conference sessions and picking up my event badge. Looking forward to the welcome reception this evening as well.

Before I left Denver, I also received the news that I’d been confirmed as an Adobe Higher Education Leader. Very cool.

Looking forward to a great time here at MAX!

Donate to Cure Juvenile (Type-1) Diabetes

This is the first time posting something of this nature- I do so hoping that someone will stumble upon it and be moved to make a donation.

Tara and Mike of Lycia are participating in the JDRF’s Walk to Cure Diabetes on November 1st and it would be super if more people could make a donation in their name!  Lycia was a huge inspiration for myself and many others and they are directly affected by this disease.  Please help out if you are able!

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